21dec 09

Around evening time went out with YM to tamp mall.. Shop ard TM,T1 and CS.. Didnt bought anything cause there is nth for me to buy.. Actually wanna watch movie then he said i dun wann to watch then he also dun wann loh.. Then we went to shop till 8plus then headed to Long john silver to eat.. Then eat till almost wann 9plus then we headed back to my house there to slack..

I have a surpise from him.. We should drop off at my stop yet he dun let me go down then i was like damn angry but after tat jiu ok le. Then went down after my stop then walk back to my house there. I felt something is not right so i decided not to walk to tat playground and quickly walk hme then he came to my front and ask me to walk to tat playground then i keep dun wann and he pls me and like so called hold my hands to the plyground then i was like so shock then i said u dun hold me i walk myself then i walk over there le i saw fire. Then i told him ok i saw something le then can i go hme now? he said u come inside the playground and see. Then i say dun wan la. Also dunno wat he tryin to do. Then bo bian i step abit in i saw a heart shape full of candles light with fire. Then i was like so paiseh loh. Somemore he told me tat only got 1 of his frenz ended up i saw quite a sum of pple.. walao. Ps loh. Then noe wat he did not? He keen down the floor and ask me to be his gf. Then i was like so shocked loh at tat time. diao.. Then my answer to him is i will accepted u but not this moment.. Then he said if u will accepted me one day u muz take tat necklance then i jiu take loh.. Realli ver ps at tat time. Then i jiu walk off to the under block to wait for him as they are using water to make tat fire go off.. Then got some pple keep lookin and some even called the police. I heard from him police did come and make statement. And they quickly spilt themselves out.. So i jiu went off also.. Then i was on my way hme he called me. Ask if i'm goin hme then i said i thought u go find yr friend then he said ltr. Then we chatted at my staircase. I scolded him for doin all those things because is too dangerous. I noe i'm bad. But if realli police came how? They will all be in big trouble. I dun wish to see thing happening to him. I was touched by wat he did but .... Then he asked me one thing doin all those thing did he make me down? I dunno how to answer realli. But i can say u didnt make me down. I juz dun wann to see anything happen to u. tat all i wish for..

I have to let u noe once my heart is there i wont changed so easily so dun worry.. Dun think too much even i nowdays have been...... U should understand wat i'm sayin..

Thanks for the gift u bought.. He bought a piglet bolster and a necklance from Taka.

Thanks alot..

I'm sorry if sometime my attitude towards u is sucks.. SORRY!