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Saturday, November 28, 2009
28 nov 09 It was 1st time sat i didnt went out at all. Stay at hme all along. Didnt revise at alll. kept having fun and takin nap in the evening.. hahahahha.. Exam is ard the corner.. Is final exam somemore.. Mon: DLT test Tues:CA1 paper. SES exam. and also SLO exam is on the way.. Role play have to be pass up soon:) 27 nov 09 It was hari raya haji. Didnt went out and stayed at hme and study.. 26 Nov 09 Wen to school as normal. After school went to tamp inter to meet cai leng as she peii me go until jurong east to return my uniform. thanks girl..:) Cause i havequit my current job as my exam is ard the corner and i have to cope them well be4 i can work too.. I juz dun wann my grade to drop down juz like this. Hope i quit my job is the right decision. So reach the main office and the girl ask me why i dun wanna work alr? then i told her becos my exam is ard the corner and i have to cope 1st and she said am i comin back after my exam? Then i said can meh? And she told me to ask the one who interviewd me. So ok loh. My pay is delay.HAve to wait till dec5! Cant wait to get my pay. Hmmm. After tat actually wanna go orchard wif her but in the end i didnt acc her shop wif her frenz as i have alr confrim goin out wif my frenz. I went club wif my fren. And she kept callin me not to go but i insist on goin so no choice have to leave her alone over there. Sry girl:) Next time i promise u i will shop wif u from morning till the shop close kayss.. So quickly rush hme bathe prepared and went to meet her. Hahahahha.. After tat headed to kallang then bused to somewhr. I forgotten le. Actually wanna go double -O club but too many pple. And we forgotten tat public eve there is no ladies nite. So we wen to maya to drink.. Diao.. I think most of the pple dunno whr is maya located at? Is ard clarke quay. But there is alot of malay. Above 16 or 17 u jiu can enter the club but above 18 then can get to drink.. So we juz have to pay 10bucks for the entrance fee. Damn cheap right. This was the 1st time i felt the feel of dizzy and headache.. I kept vomiting inside the club and on my way hme. Thanks girl keep giving me lemon to sucks.. But overall i enjoyed mysef wif my girl:) more photo to be uploaded!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
School as per normal. Has SLO for the 1st lesson.. Next have SW. Have 2.4km run today for our nafa test. This is my last station. And stupid ass i fail my 2.4km run for juz a few min. The passing mark in order to get a "D" is 17.30 but my timing is 17.55. WTH! Still not sure whether am i retaking my test not.! Cause my teacher told me they will combined with the previous 2.4km run and see whether we have pass or fail. Fail we have take till pass if not cant graduate. diao.. xiian.. Think of running they are killing me to the max. Hate running. But have no other choice. Call me to run shuttle run i'm ok with tat, cause is a short distance. And i have not been running and excerising for quite sometime. As sis is busy studyin for her comin exam.. Jia you sis.. Have my support always. LOves! After sw, went to cafe 1 eat le went to kerina hse to bathe. They after tat headed back to skol.. Today didnt attend PM1 and BDM as we are goin to hair lab to help those graduate pple to make up for their model.. didnt do much thing over there. But their hair was realli damn nice.. I like it so much. So finish ard 5pm. So headed hme after tat. Have a nice chat wif my loves juz now:) We have the same problem together. So we told ourself tat we should not let them ruin our life juz like this. We promise ourself tat we will not think too much and juz let it be as normal.. Let fate take everything.. My girl dun think too much la. Like i told u is yrs no matter how is yrs. We cant force anything in hands. we shall be happy and enjoyin ourself. Let not think too much and Let enjoy ourself.. Am i cold toward u? i think so.. I started to treat u not as per normal.. why? Am i being selfish? Wat i should realli do? I myself realli dunno man.. Is killing me with a headache whenever i start to think.. I'm sorry at time i have been showing attitude toward u. Pls understand me for juz this moment.. I need a shoulder I need a spare hands I need u by my side I need yr love I need watever thing tat are concerning u would u give it to me? But i'm happy wif my life now.. Although at time i may be .... pple who have been wif me this few days will understand.. Thanks for those concerning and thanks for all the advice u people have given me.. I will listen to u guys. Realli thanks. Even those who i dun even know them yet they added me they ask me why and wanted to help out but i didnt say much becos i dun think there is need for me. Thanks to those pple.. Have a nice chat with someone on msn. He told me alot of guy thing even i seldom talk to him only during msn and so on. and he told me alot. Call me not to think so much. Thanks frenz for yr concern and thanks for being a listening ear of mine sayin so much, yet didnt stop giving advice to me..
Sunday, November 22, 2009
23 nov09 Now at computer lab doin nth yet surfing the net. Juz drop by lookin at SOMEONE blog and saw smth.. I hope pple do understand me pls. I'm not there to hurt pple and so on. If u ppl wann me to stop everything i will. I will juz let go like this. I'm sad which some dun understand me. WHY? Izzit my appear which make u both ended up like this? Am i givin u all trouble?? I realli dunno wat i realli should do. I feel like shouting out everything and cry out loud but i cant. WHY? Pple who noe me and understand me well shall noe i seldom drop my tears for them. Becos i noe is not worth at all. But sometime i do drop also. But i promise myself i dun wish or neither hope to do tat again:) Smile! Is everything fine for u? How have life been? Is u happy wif yr life? Am i giving u trouble? Shall i juz leave u like tat? Pls let me noe~ Am i doin a right decision? AM I????? Am i regrettin for all tat? I hope i dun.. I hope thing will stop here. I dun wish to think so much le. I juz wann silent now! hope u pple will understand i'm not here to fight wif u or so on.. She is always juz right there for u if u need her! 22nov 09 Was at hme till evening time prepared myself and went to marina puggol to eat. Sis came hme to fetch us. Decided to go eat steamboat but the variety of food was not much so eat seafood. Thanks ming treat:) hehehe.. will upload the pic when i'm free.. After tat went to see pple fishing prawn. So sis told me tat next month we then go pasir ris and catch prawn. FUN!~ Alway being wif family members i felt so warm. And they keep giving me advice and so on.. 21 nov 09 Morning wake up prepared myself and went to work. On friday got to noe tat i'm no longer workin in wheelock. Will be workin at tiong bahru. haiis. Went to work per normal. Everything ok. Not much pple on sat. So didnt managed to do much things. Keep sitting at pantry talk and eat.. Then after work headed to bedok to find my mum..
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Everything is per normal.. Have my SES test on wed. Didnt managed to study all. fcuk. Juz dun realli know wat the book are tryin to say.. I realli have to cope up wif my SES, if not i gonna fail really badly this time round. So pls lisabelle pay double attention to teacher when she is teaching.. Have nth much to post nowdays. Have not been workin for 3days. Sat and sun have to work le. If not no money plus goin to get fired le.hehehe.. Is good news tat nowdays i'm quite punctual for school although i'm still late for ard 10min. But managed to be earlier then previous. Leave hme early. But sometime i'm realli late cannot blame me also loh is the bus fault. Drive so slow or either come late. To be improved: Ms Eng(my CA) sms me this afternoon telling everyone to bun up the hair tidy. Cause our section head is goin ard catching pple with untidy hair. And she is issuing warning letter. I dun wan to get that letter. So now have to bun up my hair le. If not the letter will be mine soon.. I understand some teacher keep telling me to bun up my hair is for my gd, becoz i'm from this course. But i felt irritated sometime of their words. But i understand as a teacher they have the right to do all those thing. So i didnt balme them. Hopin i will changed my hair style and bun up my hair. NO PONYTAIL NOW!! STOP STOP!! My attitude have been changing.. WHY? i' sorry if i treated u bad sometime.. I dunno why i become this way toward u. Realli. I noe u are giving in toward me yet i'm ... Haiis.. Realli sry! wat should i do? I'm always regretting. Tell me wat u realli wan pls.. I sorry if i have told u somthing which i shouldnt have said to u. But as u noe i alr say le, by sayin out i feel beta. So juz bear wif me for awhile. But now it seen tat nth much for me to say also. I'm trying to put everything behind and not to think so much. But whenever i'm alone or i'm doin nth i tend to think alot which i shouldnt have done.. BUt i wont liao.. LISABELLE IS STRONG enough to face everything up:) She managed to do wat she have to do! Not thinkin much now. Juz hope to study well now!
Monday, November 16, 2009
14nov09 Went to yishun watch movie. Watch paranormal activity.. Wakao.. Rate them 4/10.. The description said till so scary but in the end not scary at all.. Waste my money watchin tat movie.. Somemore no subtitle. And some part i dun even understand wat they are tryin to said.. Only the time reach nite then abit scary and the last part. Is truth story. After tat headed to jalan kayu eat prata.. yummy.. After tat headed hme ard 2plus i think so.. 15 nov 09 Actually at nitez wanna go puggol marina eat steamboat the. But becos of the wheather we have to change to other place. Cause puggol marina is open space and the rain juz stop not long ago.. And we thought of goin but scared ltr rain then eat bu dao a few dish then is juz like so waste of money. So decided to go downtown east.. Actually wanna wat sakura but in the end went to eat seoul garden.. This was my 1st time eatin steamboat at seoul garden. Quite yummy la.. Is almost the same like wat we always eat.. After eatin it was ard 10 plus so headed hme sweet hme.. 16nov 09 Lesson today per normal. Shit.. My percentage for my attendance is below 85%.. Have to buck up le. If not i cant get to sit for my final exam.. And i'm still in my la la land man.. Have to realli buck up in my study too.. Have not been revising the subject which teacher have taught.. hmmm.. GOSH!! yeahh.. Goin JB on 11dec wif teacher.. Go there to relax ourself. And there is only 2 full body massage,4chair massage and another 4foot massage.. I got chair massge but in the end change wif teacher so get foot massage.. hehe..
Saturday, November 14, 2009
13 Nov 09 Didnt attend school as i have something on.. WEnt out with mum after tat to bugis. Juz bought a pair of slipper.. Wanna buy sandals but ended up didnt bought.. Cause whenever i wann buy tat shoes is either dun have my size or dun have or is alr the last pair le. Walao! But nvm la.. Can go other place and buy also.. So shop ard till 4plus then headed hme and take a nap.. Then cai leng called me and ask mi to peii her go tamp to eat. So meet her at tamp ard 7plus. While i was abt to go to the bus stop, a supid cat follow me. As pple who noe me i'm scared of everything the.. Then i walk the cat keep follow me then i wanna scared the cat back the cat not scared at all.. shit man.. Veri scared at tat time. Somemore no pple was there also.. Then i dunno wat to do jiu quickly called my mum. When i called my mum the cAt jiu didnt follow me le. Stupid loh. Scared untill i have to walk one round to the bus stop.. And when i was walkin to the bus stop the bus alr went off. Have to let me wait ard 10-15min. Sorry ling for waiting.. Then peii her go coffee bean eat. She bought a brownie cake and a drink. The brownie was nice. yummmyy.. Then headed ard tamp mall and tamp1.. Wanna buy a pair of shoes but ended up didnt bought dao anything.. Then it was ard 11pm le then headed hme.. Was abt to reach hme joey wanna meet me so meet him at my hse downstair with 1of his frenz.. Chit chat till 12am.. Then he went off to meet his fren while i go hme.. 14nov09 Today stayed at hme do my role play scprit. Shit.. Still dunno whether is tat correct not.. But at least i still managed to do it.. And this comin wedensdays is again SES teast.. And a bad news, My 1st SES test i juz got a 31/60.. . At least i still managed to pass la.. Cause didnt study.. It was realli last min i study.. Cause my book was with my fren.. Have to start study for my SES test le.. Project project all over.. One after 1 another.. hmmm.. Didnt went work today and tml.. Cause have project to rush.. So sms my manager but she didnt reply.. Dunno why also la.. But at least i did tolf her.. Ltr goin out to watch movie with sis,sis bf,aloy,yun and me.. So aloy will ride me to yishun to watch the movie. Meet sis they all there.. Kayss la.. Got to go prepared le..
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Today school as usual.. Lesson start at 9am yet i reach school half and hour late.. Shit.. Why cant i changed to be early for school. Damn it la.. Today lesson end at 11.30am so jolene&co, me&co and mabel&co went to pizza hut to eat.. Have nice chatting wif them.. And it was the 1st time 12pple from our class went to eat 2gether.. After eating at tamp mall shop ard and went to take bus31.. And we were late. Ms Ang called us to reached at 1.45pm yet we 2.05pm then reached. So ps tat there were other class like beauty therapy and sport managment Pple waiting for us inside the bus. And we got scolded by our CA. And pple wondering whr i go? We went to science centre. Tell u pple in my life this was the 2nd time i went there.. And it was the best compared to the primary school .. Enjoyed myself there.. And 1 ticket for an adult is 21bucks while children is 16bucks. But becos we are ITE student we juz have to pay 5bucks niia.. So cheap and yet worth it..hehhe.. We get to see real body. Pple donated their body and let pple see how muscle and so on are place.. And the intersting part is we got to see baby from how many weeks to 24weeks i doubt so.. I pity the baby man.. Is realli cute and i can see some baby eye got water and is open abit.. But overall i can say 2thumbs up :) Pple if u guy are free go and take a look.. I;m sure it worth it. But too bad becos we cant took photo so i cant upload any pic.. And in my life this is 1st time ITE bringing the BDm to science centre.. Is not easy to learn when it come to mucle and so on.. have to memorise till hell... But everything i did i hope i wont regret jiu hAo.. |
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