HellO.. Sorry reader long time didnt update due to too busy.. At skol right now.. Using com to do my project... Seriously somehow i miss my ahma lor.. REalli.. SOon ahma goin to passed away for 49 days le.. Time realli fly fast.. Hope she would be fine.. Ahma ILOVEYOU and MISS YOU DAMN LOT..! I noe u are always being with us.. Cause I noe always got butterfly nowdays at my hse u were there.. U will stay with us until we slp then u fly aways rite? Although i scared to see u i my dream but i realli hope to see u one last time.. The moment i think of u u let me drop my tears.. REalli.. Ahma u shold noe everyone are missing u every moment and min.. If there a chance i realli wish u wont leave us.. But as i noe everyone till the age we will die but i juz cant bear u lor... hmmmm... Ahma take care of yrself wor.. I'm confuse.. Should i make a right choice now? I'm so called a soft hearted girl.. If ppl say wat then i felt guility i jiu will .... I realli dunno lor... Love is blind.. I dunno should i give him tat chance not... I have been contacting wif him everydays and somehow tat feeling wont fade.. I hope i will 4get him but i cant.. But i noe i will be unfair to another party.. But the moment he told mi thing i will felt guilty.. I dunno why! For other maybe they dun care but as for me i cant.. SO i'm sorry also for treatin u tat ways la.. Hope u understand also.. hmmmm...
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